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Not a rant to say, but good news

Not a rant to say, but good news

My mother passed away last month, which sent me into a deep depression spiral. Therapy gas helped, but the depression is there and clinging hard, even with meds.
But I hate to say it, I'm enjoying my depression. I have the opposite of what others get. I don't eat..... I've lost 35lbs. And still dropping.
Im only able to stomach liquids, or easy mashing food. Solid foods I can't stomach or want to throw it up.
I know it's bad, I'm going to get an ED. But I'm losing weight.. I'm finally going to get skinny and be pretty like other women.
I'm thinking on stopping my meds, keep the depression.
Husband wants me to see a Dr.
I don't want to.
Won't regret it. Body March 29, 2025 at 12:38 am 0
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You’re not going to develop an ED. You’re already deep into one. Your husband is right, get help. I was in a very anxious/panicky state last June and then in December, which made me lose the few pounds I always thought I didn’t need and I thought “hey, I’m feeling like shit but at least I lost weight” but I don’t wanna lose more.
anonymous 3 days ago
It'll be for a little bit longer. Then I'll go back on meds.
I work out, I eat small portions and I'm still big. Im tired of skinny twigs getting everything, cheap and thrown at them. I want to be them and pretty and wanted i don't care if it's the wrong way. At least it works, I can finally be skinny, pretty, and unique like every other skinny twig bimbo!
If I die skinny, put a smile on my face. 2 days ago
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