WLW BULLCRAP

I was an idiot, Im so fucking stupid for thinking i ever had a chance with this girl, She made me feel something like a freaking deep connection, I never thought i would ever feel this fuzzy feeling ever again- God for three fucking months i tried i forced myself to not like her i was in DENIAL. Those moments when we were just acting playfully when we hugged each other her teasing me, I miss seeing that side of hers, We barely talk personally its so off, probably cause she knows i like her- she doesn't ignore me but god damn it hurts i dangit, We talked for weeks and weeks till morning but i know we just talked theres NOTHING special about it but when were alone its so different i cant explain this feeling.. She made me a keychain? and she told me were matching and for some reason she told me she kept forgetting? did you forget or you were thinking twice whether to give it to me or NOT.. Exactly 12am march i wont tell what day whatever if you see this- here this is how i feel. I sang her I will by the beatles using my ukelele i even made you a card- .. But i feel like you dont actually care- lately youve been acting weird, dry replies and when we ever do talk on our socials you dont even reply and just keep sending videos whatever, Like please put the same effort in details in texting when were talking goddammit but i cant expect much because afterall why would you even care in the first place, Im just your so called close friend.

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KazzukyShenji Relationships March 31, 2025 at 9:56 am 1 0