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im gonna rip my own balls off I WANT TO EAT FOODS.
my cousin tries their best to accommodate me and im sure their apartment would be filled with safe snacks for me if it were their choice. their grandma though? the bitch believes eating disorders are purely based on personal choices and she says, and i quote, they are a "skinny people problem" (im not even skinny lmao). plus she actively disregards and even tries to irritate their sensory issues (they're autistic and cant stand noises associated with eating, as well as its placed dietary restrictions on them) so why would she try providing for mine?
i live in a small town now, but before that ive always lived in big cities. tokyo --> albany --> cincinnati --> undisclosed location. those 3 cities, as well as most cities in general, are hotspots for crazy foods. and its so hard not being able to indulge in my culture because im what you label me as a "picky eater". my safe foods currently consist of ice cream, muffins, fruit, and very specific brands of cheese products, pizza, and burgers. thats a huge problem. i fear food and people eating around me

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st4g Body April 01, 2025 at 10:22 pm 0 0