Putting my life back together

I have not been myself lately. I have been facing some challenges. This has impacted my mental health. I have become chubby. It is okay. I will pick up the pieces and work on putting everything back together. Somethings are not in my control. I will leave that to 'God' if there is a 'God'. I wake up everyday from Monday to Sunday, put a brave face on and try my best.
I finished cooking eggplant. I cleaned and packed my handbag for office. I made sure to pack an umbrella, hand sanitizer, comb, hand cream, wipes etc. I cleaned my brother's fridge. I threw the garbage. I will now have a coffee. Then I will run indoors on the treadmill. Let's do 2 mile run today.
I am disappointed that my weight is a reflection of my stress and mental health. It is better than crying. Sometimes I think of suicide, but I will not do it. I have to stay alive for my brother. That means that I need to take care of my health and everything else in my life.

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Suzzie Body April 02, 2025 at 6:50 pm 0 1