when will i be free?

i love my parents. they mean everything to me. but sometimes when i think about it, they control my life so much that it is painful for me to accept it.
just before i start, i am a 21 year old girl and this might sound all stupid because which 21 y.o is still controlled by their parents? hey hey hey i'm right here!
my future is scaring me. I don't know what will happen to me.... i don't know if i'll just be their puppet throughout my life....
i don't want this to happen to me and i don't know how to get out of it
i feel trapped...
they bought me jewelry as a birthday present and are forcing me to wear it.... i look like a granma in these earrings and i can't say a thinggg
my mom video called me while picking them and i literally said they werent my type and that i didnt fancy it much
but still.... they have bought it for me....
and now i HAVE to wear it
i'm so done yo... i literally can't
i want to move outt
i just wanna leave
recently some friend of mine got married... and this scarred me.. really.
and i was just talking about this with my parents, telling them how sad it is that her parents are getting her married this early... i mean she might be happy and all that but... its still too early and it is clearly her parents' choice
my mom, yes, she did sound concerned
but my dad.... so nonchalant, so okay with it
he's passing comments like "yeah everyone should get married one day" "should get married to a good household" "21 is not early or anything and its completely finee" like brooo come onn
this is freaking me outtt
and they're so particular about me getting married only to a rich person from the same caste n all that shit
i mean... in this generation... why is there is still caste-ism existing... why can't u just appreciate a good person for who they are not keep complaining about their fuxking caste!!

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anonymous Home March 31, 2025 at 11:05 am 1 0