Seeing clips of that shit and having my own experiences in being around people who hoard. They are fucking selfish and retarded.
I can get the idea of like lets say you were unprepared for a snowstorm, had a really hard time during one, and then kept a stash of food and candles and things to try to prevent the same thing from happening again. That makes sense. Hoarding newspapers, foam cups, bags of used toliet paper, and God knows what else is retarded.
I have OCD. Always have. I am used to things being chaotic, that is what caused it. My OCD is basically my mind obsessing over variables that could cause hell to break loose, because growing up anything could cause hell to break loose. Related or not, I feared my every move, hence the intrusive thoughts of if I don't do some sequence of taps then something bad will happen.
My OCD has gotten better as things have stabled in my life. I don't hoard shit. I've always been careful with money and have fixated on savings due to being powerless and feeling like I was on the verge of homeless for most of my life. But that is lessening as well as I see I am in a different place than I used to be.
I don't show any outward signs of any of this shit, and my basis actually makes sense despite being fucked up. It wasn't like I was dumpster diving and stealing donations from Goodwill to fill a home to the brim with trash and then throw a shit fit if someone threw away a cereal box.
I'm not like these fucking people who act like selfish retards and then have no regard for their friends and family. THAT IS SELFISH.
My grandmother was a hoarder. My mother (grand mother's daughter in law) was an animal hoarder. Both, sick, selfish bitches. I really don't think for a second they had nearly as bad an upbringing as I did. And guess what? I don't hoard and never will.
anonymousOther March 29, 2025 at 2:32 am02
I just Googled and read some shit that was along the lines of "Anxiety comes when they are faced with throwing something away, they choose to keep the item to avoid the anxiety. So, they aren't choosing the item over you." Bullshit. You know how much terror I've had to face and couldn't avoid in my life. I never got to take the self-destructive easy street, much less choose as SELFISH avenue that effects others. So, fuck that and the gaslighting bullshit I just read. anonymous 2 days ago
And my OCD "gotta do some sequence or this bad thing might happen" bullshit never negatively effected anyone. And I do stop myself from engaging with the shit. So, I can face and deal with my own anxiety instead of being a coward. So, I have fucking walked miles in the shoes I'm complaining about. Again, no excuse for being SELFISH. anonymous 2 days ago
They are not retared they just like to shop. Anonymous 2 days ago
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