Human brain sucks

Anxiety and it's inability to process and let go of shit that shouldn't have been held onto to begin with. Other species don't have to deal with this, yet humans do.

I just recently figured out the root cause of a soul crushing hopelessness I had felt regularly since I was a teenager. And I'm not one of those rhymes with maggots who pulls the mental health card, no one around me had any idea, and I don't talk about this to people. I'm saying it here because I'm pissed at how flawed human design is.

So, I got past this horrible feeling by finally understanding what caused it to begin with. And? I'm pissed. I'm not grateful. I'm not anything about it. This shouldn't have been a fucking issue to begin with.

Wow. I can live my life now without a searing fucking void. Thank you Jesus. Fuck that. This hindered me for so fucking long. Just now being able to maybe feel how most people do is not something I'm going to count my stars for. It's like if I break your car and cause an issue, then you fix it, you don't get grateful it works now. The car shouldn't have had damage in the first place.

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anonymous Body March 14, 2025 at 1:00 pm 0 0