To die a loser or live exploited

I hate life. I hate the endless monotony. The moments of Joy do not outweigh the constant attack on my well-being on my safety on my happiness. My boss bullies me at work. I'm depressed. I'm so sad. I'm crying outside of work so I'm 10 minutes late. Just another thing for the boss to yell at me for. I'm so done. My girlfriend doesn't find me attractive anymore but she won't admit it because she doesn't want to hurt my feelings. Labor laws are broken. My injuries are ignored. I am not allowed over time but I am expected to complete everything. My boss doesn't even say hello. Just starts with the yelling. This goes on until I get mad or sad enough that I either leave work or don't come back from my lunch break. Just another thing they'll yell at me for. I guess I'll never do anything right so why not do everything wrong? I put in 10 job applications yesterday. I put in 10 job applications the day before that. How many do you think I put in on the day before that day? Does it matter? I have not gotten one call back. One rejection email not so much as a text. What happened to the decency of human beings? What happened to the respect? I need a job to provide for my family. I don't even care about myself anymore. I'm so done. I can't keep doing this. I have no money. No time. No happiness, nothing. Why keep going? To me, it doesn't make sense

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Rylan Work June 21, 2025 at 11:26 pm 0 0