STOP VICTIMISING URSELF

so basically i had this physics test the other day and i was like perfectly fine with it right but then they decided to have a retest cos apparently some kids were cheating so they had a retest but like 4 classes had it at the same time and it was like a pop quiz so they didn't know about it and didn't have any time to revise. that was like 3rd period on a thursday. So we had lunch right after, and i came outside after maths and i see everyone huddling around and i ask what's wrong and they say there was a retest so then two of my friends come outside and i knew they had physics last so i asked if they had a retest. the first friend (my best friend) was like oh yh it was fine i only had 20 mins to do a 40 MARK PAPER AND SHE WAS TOTALLY CHILL ABOUT IT. BUT THE OTHER ONE WENT ON A FULL FUCKASS RANT AND STARTED SHOUTING AT ME SAYING I WAS LUCKY THAT I KNEW ABOUT IT WHEN THE TEACHER'S LEGIT TOLD THEM TO SHUT THERE FACES UP AND NOT TELL US AND SHE STILL ACTED LIKE I ASKED FOR ALL THE DANG QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS AND ACTED LIKE I WAS GONNA REVISE THE ENTIRE NIGHT BEFORE WHEN I HAD THE TEST (i didn't btw i had better stuff to do). so i shouted at her saying that she was acting like i asked her for all the questions and answers. AND OBVIOUSLY SINCE HER BITCHASS FACE COULDN'T TAKE SOMEONE TALKING BACK SHE JUST LEFT AND DECIDED TO INSERT HERSELF IN SOMEONE ELSE'S DRAMA. THE NEXT DAY, I LIKE COMPLETLEY FORGOT ABOUT IT, AND I LIKE WENT UP TO HER ACTING LIKE NORMAL FUCKING HUMANS AND SHE JUST SHOOK ME OFF CREATIGN A BIGGER FUCKING PROBLEM. BITCH IT AIN'T THAT DEEP. and we don't have any classes together so i wasn't able to talk to her again. i had the physics test that day and i did it AND IT WAS THE EASIEST FUCKING THING EVER LIKE A 5 YR OLD COULD IT IDK WHAT THE FUCK SHE WAS RANTING ABOUT. SO THE NEXT DAY, WHICH IS THE WEEKNED, I DECIDED TO CHECK MY TEXTS COS I HADN'T BEEN ABLE TO FOR THAT PAST TWO DAYS AND GUESS WHAT I SEE. THIS LIKE BITCHASS MOTHERFUCKER WROTE A FAT PARAGRAPH ON THURSDAY AFTER SCHOOL BASICALLY SAYING THAT I GOT MAD AT HER FOR NO REASON. EXCUSE ME? NO REASON? SHE SAID THAT I COULD SEE THAT SHE ACTUALLY MEANT IN A 'NICE WAY'. BITCH IS THE NICE IN THE ROOM WITH US? IN THE AIR? I DON'T FUCKING SEE IT. SO I DECIDED TO TEXT HER SAYING THAT I JUST THOUGHT SHE WAS ACTING LIKE I TOLD HER ALL THE QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS. YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAID? THAT I GET PETTY OVER SMALL THINGS. EXCUSE ME? BITCH ACTING LIKE SHE SOLVE WORLD HUNGER SAYING THAT. SHE SAID I GET PETTY OVER SMALL THINGS. WELL IF U SAY THAT I MIGHT AS WELL GET PETTY OVER SMALL THINGS. BITCH THE ONLY THING PETTY HERE IS U SENDING ME A LONG FUCKASS MESSAGE EXPECTING ME TO BE FINE AFTER BLAMING ME. SO I TOLD HER THAT I DIDN'T GET MAD AT HER ONCE IN THE YEAR BEFORE. AND SHE DECIDES TO RESPOND WITH AND I KID YOU NOT 'right...' . LIKE IM SORRY WHAT? SO I TOLD HER TO NAME ME ONE TIME I GOT MAD LAST YEAR AND SHE WAS LIKE LET'S MOVE ON NOW. LIKE BITCH. JUST TELL ME YOU CAN'T THINK OF ANYTIME, COS I DIDN'T GET MAD LAST YEAR. I KNOW THAT MYSELF COS I REMEMBER THINKING IF I DON'T GET MAD AT ANYONE THEN I WON'T BE CREATING UNECCESARY DRAMA SO IF ANYONE DID MAKE ME CLOSE TO MAD, I'D JUST BOTTLE IT UP THEN GO HOME AND CRY INTO MY PILLOW INSTED COS THEY DON'T GOTTA BE KNOWING ABOUT MY DRAMA. ALSO I GOT STUDYING TO DO. AND THEN SHE TELLS ME SHE WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF I SAID SORYY. IF I SAID SORRY? WHAT ABOUT YOU GIRL? YOU'RE THE ONE WHO SHOULD SAY SORRY. SHE ACTED LIKE I WAS THE PROBLEM. LIKE I'M SORRY I CALLED YOU OUT. THEN SHE PROCEEDED TO SAY THAT APPARENTLY I GOT MAD AT HER BEFORE WHEN I ASKED HER ABOUT SOME DRAMA SHE WAS A PART OF AND SHE WAS LIKE OH I CAN'T TELL YOU. SO I WAS LIKE eh it's fine it's not my business anyway BUT I GUESS SHE DECIDED MAKING MORE DRAMA IS THE SOLUTION AND DECIDED I WAS MAD AT HER. AND SHE SAID THAT I DIDN'T TALK TO HER AFTER THAT BUT THE ONLY REASON WE DIDN'T TALK WAS COS WE DON'T HAVE ANY FUCKING CLASSES TOGETHER. DUMBASS BITCH. yh so that's my rant.

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anonymous Friends October 04, 2025 at 5:28 am 1 0