My secret fantasy is be used by someone until I am broken.
As successful as I may appear, I’ve failed at my heart’s greatest dream. But I can’t let the dream go, so it hurts me every second.
I want someone to destroy me. To keep me locked up and numb until I’ve lost every speck of hope that plagues me. But they must use me too, for I have a need to be useful. It doesn’t matter how, so long as I don’t hurt anyone but myself.
No victory tastes sweet without my dream, and I’m tired of living life like I still have a soul. Someone make me a machine of a woman. A cold, unfeeling thing who exists only to exist.
Sad HumanOther April 23, 2025 at 6:02 pm00
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