Just a random thought on a random day. If I kill myself today, what will happen (at-least in my case)-
1. Parents - Will be sad for sure, then find ways to release self guilt and blame their child for taking such a step.
2. Spouse - Naah, be sad cause no one to do chores or cook or fuck. And then he will start belittling me in-front of my family and his to paint me as the most shitty person to be with!
3. Friends - A bit, but they will move on.
4. Kids - Fortunately, I do not have any.
So, conclusion - Life moves on. No one can help reduce your pain. You are loved as long as you are wanted. As long as you have a purpose or can help financially, physically or economically. If you feel no one loves you, because that is the truth. Unfortunately!
LifeRelationships March 07, 2026 at 3:14 pm00
I think everyone matters. I don't think you need to give to receive. I think even if it's not some big famous rich person everyone loves for no reason, especially if that's not the case, your death still matters. Largely because your life matters but probably also because the world would still lose a person who was really someone. If it's really true that you have to have a purpose or can help financially or physically or economically to be love I don't think that's love, or even to be wanted cause then it's not you they want. You don't need to be loved or wanted to matter and to be needed in the world. Well that's what I think but what do I know. anonymous 2 hours ago
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anonymous 2 hours ago