IDK IF I SHOULD STILL PURSUE THIS PROGRAM

Habang tumatagal lalo akong nalilito kung nasa tamang landas pa ba ako. Palagi kong sinasabi sa ibang tao na "rejection is a redirection" but parang hindi ata ubra sa akin tong advice na ito. I choose this program kasi I was blinded by how seniors talked about the work opportunities and high salaries. And as a panganay na babae, I have to do whatever it takes para makatapos agad and kumita nang malaki for my family. I rejected numerous offers for me to take another major, even program and university. But, I need to be practical as my decisions would affect everyone around me. I can't choose what I want, and search for who I am and who I want to be.

I'm graduating next year, and here I am questioning if it is still the right path. I can't talk to anyone about this as I am afraid to disappoint my parents and cause them prolonged agony. Nothing really works, I just wish to take a breath and stop questioning every little thing, as it gets really really tiring. And, I am afraid that maybe this path is not really my calling because I've invested so much.

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Nine School September 12, 2025 at 11:53 am 0 0