I'm done.

I am just done with everything my mom didn't want me and trafficked me my whole life until I was 15, and I'm now 17, and I haven't seen my younger sister in over a year. My mom has full custody of her now, and it feels like nobody cares about me or hears me. I feel completely alone, like I'm doing life on my own. My dad tries but not in the way of a daughter and her mom he's just a dad whose never been through what i have my stepsister never gets in trouble and can do whatever she wants they bought her first two cars that she totaled and than gave her a thousands dollars for the car she has now meanwhile they wont even buy me food sometimes my step mom for real told me i wasn't allowed to go out to eat if i couldn't pay for myself i have to buy my own deodorant razors and everything else i even lend them money time to time. I work anywhere from 3-6 days a week,22-42 hours per week, while still going to school. I wake up around 5 am and start school at 8:15-3:10, then work 4-11 on weekdays and 2-11 on weekends. My stepmom always says I never do enough around the house and accuses me of stealing my dad's alcohol, even though I've been clean for two years. My meds aren't even working properly I'm constantly drained, and I never feel like I'm enough. I'm not okay anymore, and they never fail to remind me that I'm "acct out of sorts". My mom isn't in my life but she's still on my Facebook and TikTok because even thought she destroyed me i still love her she is always going to be my mom i don't want tot talk to her I'm not ready but its confusing because one minute they say they don't care if i do than they the next they talk about how awful she is and why i shouldn't speak to her. I'm just done, I feel like I have no control over my own life, and I don't know what to do anymore. I feel completely alone. And my boyfriend... he's trying so hard, he has married parents and who work hard to give hm a good life I'm his first girlfriend and older than him, so hes trying his best all the time while i feel like im just destroying him myself us and everything around me. I'm just really lost.

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UnKown User Home May 07, 2026 at 12:04 am 0 0