I am screaming, but nobody listens

I listen to everybody. When someone is feeling down, I am the first to ask if they need to talk. I am in a very large community online, I am a moderator, I am always there to listen and help. I support people and I am so happy when I see I can make a difference in their lives. But recently I've been experiencing some problems with depression. I feel alone. I feel like I am isolating myself and nobody really cares. NOBODY. I am away, they barely notice, I am there, they just keep on doing what they want. Recently a girl arrived and I feel like she is forcing herself in my place. Tonight we were as usual in the server and I was in complete silence. I was crying to myself and nobody NOBODY asked. I feel invisible, transparent, I feel meaningless. A waste of space. What shall I do? I don't wanna leave, I finally found a place for me, some of them are really close friends... or maybe so I thought. I don't know. I am screaming in tears and nobody is listening!!!

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lilly Friends July 17, 2025 at 9:15 pm 0 0