fuck cancer

fuck cancer for taking my cat away from me. he was healthy and showed no signs of his old age or decline, not until lymphoma overtook his body for no goddamn fucking reason. fuck cancer. i hope i live to see a cure. and fuck all the useless vets that either replied slow or never replied to any questions we had abt his conditions at all. fuck his oncologist that left town for a week without talking to us over the phone like we requested when we wanted to discuss some recent test results. and FUCK the stupid ugly ass bitch who euthanized him and had no compassion for him, me or our family FUCK you, you stupid old hag bitch. hope you get a taste of your own medicine bitch. screw you. your lack of compassion, stoic demeanor, and your "idgaf" attitude when i cried and asked you to reassure me if im doing the right thing by letting him go - made me feel like fucking garbage. fine, okay, i'll never see him again. but the guilt and regret that i didnt do enough for him, and that i wasnt firm enough with his vets, and the guilt i feel over not trying to find him a better oncologist when i wasnt satisfied with his current one, will eat me for the rest of my fucking pathetic boring ass life.

oh also. FUCK them for saying "death is a gift" or "its peaceful" or "its a blessing" shut the fuck up. death is shit and death is nothing. quit trying to make yourself feel better with this nonsense. no one wants to die. he didnt want to die. he wanted to live. FUCK YOU shut up and quit trying to push your believes of death on me, you fucking trash.

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