frustration

why does everyone just tell me to suck it up and accept whatever's thrown at me? i'm always expected to "do better" to trust that i can do better than before. they always tell me "oh, you were given another chance" when i didn't even ask for it? i'm so tired of these people telling me that they believe i can do it. i literally can't, mom. i'm so tired. i just want to escape from here and live somewhere i can be free. i'm so tired of you guys putting these expectations onto me and expecting me to reach them. no, i can't do better, i can't be better, i just want to live my life. i'm already doing what you told me to, what else do you want? i never wanted to become a doctor, but i'm still studying every single day, just so i can fulfill your dream. all i hear is "you should study more" "where are your books?" "you're wasting your time"... i want to end it. what more must i sacrifice? i've already lost my future, so what else...?

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anonymous Other May 21, 2026 at 7:29 am 0 0