I feel stuck. Stuck in this.. pit of a hole. The hole of work, sameness, forever lasting-ness. It's like a look that will never end, it'll just keep on going. I've had ideas about running from home to get out of this place.. but it's very risky. I have questions about how I would do it, and when would be a good time to? My family has my location.. emergency contact.. literally everything. If I leave to go somewhere like inside our garage, I have to specifically tell them where I'm going. I can't play outside by myself if one of them is sleeping, and it's just a lot. I also can't travel. "You can't go to international".. you can't steal and shatter my dreams and desires. If you never got to do these things in your family.. it doesn't mean you have someone else, let alone your own child, go down the same path as you and suffer. I want to be able to see cities, wander, and explore new places I've never been to before.. but no. I'm 'too' young, they 'need' me, they can't trust me, I'm me. If the costs for the trips are so expensive, I'll work and pay for it myself. I don't want to be stuck in the same place for all my years of living on this here Earth. I feel like a bird in a cage. I can only fly around in a small amount of space, while people watch me curiously or hawk-eye me.. when I all want is freedom. Why can't I have that.? Am I not good enough for you..? Do I disappoint you? Can I ever make you proud of me or my achievements that I've worked myself off on constantly just for a "that looks nice!" or "good work!"?
I guess not.
(Please leave any comments below for any advice.. I'll take any ideas of yours into consideration for my situation! Stay strong you all.)
anonymousHome May 13, 2026 at 10:38 pm10
invading china to get the best deal for free oil from greenland where the eppshine files is buried, and seizing the hungarian voting machines makes more sense to some than to some others anonymous 4 weeks ago
I think you should run away, save up some money, say its for something nice you want, a dress, a suit, something expensive that you can wear when they want to show off. Keep the money safe, never at home, at school, at work, in a weird hole in an abandoned building, anywhere they cant reach. Try to get your documents from them, Say your work is asking for a verification of who you are for tax porpuses or standard procidure. Look for a cheap flight, cheaper the best. DONT bring too much luggage, only a bag, some snacks, your documents, money, and only one change of clothes, including underware. Make sure the destination does not require visa, like Seychelles, when you arrive you might not be able to stay permanently there, but its easier to figure it out when you arrive. Make sure the flight to the country you are going is direct, or if it stops in other countries make sure to First, not lose the connections, second make sure that the countries it stops at do not require visa. Some countries let you request for asylum, like Canada, tho some laws could have changed, make sure you look into the country you are traveling to, by looking out for VISA requirements, Laws about immigrants and asylum seekers, and work permits. Thats all I can think of. Good luck! Issac 3 weeks ago
Those sound like really good ideas, I just don't know how to get past the limitations with shared location, emergency contact, and more since my parents have those enabled. Would I leave my phone at home? I've also asked them about my documents or birth certificates (because I started to get the idea that I was adopted at one point), but they refuse to let me see them. Lastly, if I were to run away, would nighttime be the best time or not? moon 3 weeks ago
invaidng china on the cheap and just over free dinner for 822 ceo's & the presdent was sure smart anonymous 3 weeks ago
Sorry for taking soo long to respond, Night time is the best. If you cant get your documents maybe go to a government place in your town or country, say that your lost your birth certificate, they will give you a remplacement for sure, but make sure to bring a piece of id, tell your parents that you need a piece of id to start applying to jobs, to do a background check. Then once you get the replacement birth certificate you don't need that Id anymore and you can return it to them, for trust, then you can do the same with your other documents, bring your birth certificate and say you lost the document. Leave the phone in a familiar place for them, burried in a place you go often, so they think you just went there. as they think that try to get out of the country FAST. most missing person cases the police only take 24 hours after, so try to not go pass 24 hours cause then traveling will become dificult. leave any electroninc, no headphones, phone, tablet, computer, clock. leave it all behind, check clothes for airtags, or anything like that, also check your bag, shoes and pockets. You don't know what your parents are capable of. After that it should be more difficult to trace you, maybe buy a keypad phone and a prepaid phone plan, only if you want to. the less connection you have the easier is to sneak out of your parent's grip. Issac 3 weeks ago
hey just checking in. I know you probably aren't looking at this anymore, but I hope you managed to get free from their grasp, and I wish you have a bright future. Issac 3 days ago
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