Excuses from my mother

My mother always says I'm stronger then my sister. My mother says I don't get emotional like she does, over the unimportant things she does. My mother says the most that I don't need comfort like my older sister does. I've been thinking that's just another excuse as to why she's not around for me. She says she's tired or busy with work, deep down they're all excuses. It's been multiple times I've been asked if I even have a mom. How could people not wonder? It always seems to be someone else. That thing about me being stronger, it's just a dumb excuse to not deal with me too. My mother doesn't know the first thing about me. She barely knows anything at all. It doesn't help that I'm not all that much like her and I know she likes my siblings better. I try not to blame her, I think in her own way she does loves me. Its just that I need her to be my mom, all the time. I want her to be around more often and for her to get to know me. I need to be comforted by my mother even if she says I'm stronger, I'm still weak at heart.

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anonymous Other March 19, 2026 at 10:11 pm 0 0