Fck dis layp

I'm so tired. Tired growing up like this. Tired being a girl who don't even have any plan in life. Tired being burden to anyone. Tired being insecurity. I'm so tired that I want to sleep forever praying that I won't wake up anymore. I'm so tired to feel this pain even I don't want to feel it. I'm so tired that I can't even help my self out to cry that I don't have one to say my true feelings about. I'm so tired that I don't even know what to do in my life anymore. I'm entering college soon but I still don't know what to do. I always feels that I'm so different to other people who has same age as me. There so confident about their self, but I'm so insecure about my self. I badly want to become like them, but I can't do it. I wish I'll disappear soon so I can feel pain anymore. I hate this problems and stress. I don't want live anymore. Please god let me follow your light. Let me leave this cruel world you create. Let me have happiness just this time. Please...

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A Other March 19, 2026 at 12:20 pm 0 0