DNR order coming soon!

When I see my doctor this month I’m going to get this DNR order signed. I’m so excited. I’m finally taking the steps to making the right decision in my life. I’m homeless with a history of Breast Cancer, Lymhedema and Iron Deficiency anemia. I left my abuser in early October. I realize how worthless my life is and that I need to take steps to insure that in the event of a medical emergency that I am not resuscitated. I don’t even have the privilege of eating every day. I went from a size 8 to a size 4 because I have to work all the time and don’t have enough money to save for an apartment, get necessities and eat and cook. And yada yada more pathetic nonsense no sane person wants to hear about. I’m not picking up the next bottle of Tamoxifen Citrate which is an anti-cancer medication. It’s due in January. Being homeless is physically and emotionally exhausting. My e-mail is flooded with hateful messages. I know when my anemia gets below 9 g/dl’s I have difficulty breathing. That’s fine. The DNR will take care of anything that requires a doctor to keep my heart beating or me breathing. I’m open to palliative care and being put in a medically induced coma if pain gets severe– let’s say a car were to hurt itself because I’m in the way of it or some other circumstance. Oh well. Actions have consequences, right. Imagine being so pathetic that I can’t even afford to eat. Lol. People congratulate me because I’m “normal weight” now. I’m literally fucking hungry all the damn time. Who cares. Looking forward to the day I no longer suffer. Good riddance.

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I.M Funny November 28, 2025 at 6:31 am 1 0