I crave to be adored by someone. I want to be someone's fixation, a thought in their head they can't shake, a constant presence in the back of their mind. I want to be loved, a healthy love, that feels all encompassing. I want to feel overcome by someone's admiration of me, of me in my entirety.
I want to feel the same for them. I want them to bask in my presence like sunlight. I want them to choose me first. To think of me first. I want them to want the best for me, applaud my decisions and silently support me from a distance while I do whatever it is I do.
I want to cheer them on too. I want to be their biggest supporter, their number one fan. I want to celebrate their victories and be proud of them for every good thing they achieve.
I want them to be the light at the end of my tunnel and I want to be the water running through their veins.
I want communication and compassion. Trust and humility. Loyalty and selflessness. Vulnerability and strength. From both of us.
God, please grant me someone who'll be enamoured by me from the second they see me all the way until the day I die. Please grant me someone I'm equally enamored by.
anonymousCrushes November 22, 2025 at 8:58 pm00
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anoymous 15 hours ago