i am taking my power back, i am detaching my expectation from this thing. i am only getting hurt because i am taking it from granted, but that's because it was something totally normal and a consistent thing for us to do and now we're slowly losing it. and that is bothering me, scaring me, triggering my abandonment wounds. but i have to come to realize, it can affect me only if i let it. why am i considering it to be so normal? it is ok if circumstances change, i should still believe in the process and keep going nevertheless. i should not decide and jump to conclusions so easily and act on my emotions, and let them affect me. everything would be okay only if i keep believing in myself, the process and him, like i always have. i should not let a small expectation not being fulfilled take so much toll on me.
anonymousRelationships June 11, 2025 at 12:24 am00
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