Things I can never share to my bff

Okay so, I have this friend group and they're all my bff's. Recently I found out one of my best friend lets call her blue so, blue had a crush on one of our friend lets call him black. Black is also part of our circle, he doesn’t know yet because blue is afraid to tell him because their friendship might get ruin. Blue only told 4 people in our group because we begged her to tell us her crush. Blue told us she had a crush on him since December and we I/we totally supported her of course because we've been bff since the first day of high-school. But, the fvcked up thing is I liked blue for almost 4 months now, I usually never tell anyone about my crush so I never told them. He's not that handsome though and he had personality that I don't like but I know he is a good person and he's looking really good since that day I had feelings for him. I sometimes get jealous and I dont know what to do. I want uncrush him and thats what im figuring it out right now. I just prayed that this is just a silly crush.

And also, this is crazy because I liked Blue before hahaha. But, now I hope that this feelings wont last longer, pray for me.

So, thanks for reading, this is really my first time posting here and I know she will never see this so I felt safe venting her. By the way, I told one of my best friend who is also her best friend and part of our circle about this and she is also shocked as h3ll because he's not that attractive to be honest hahaha. Also, black is really a clingy person and he's just so comfortable that he randomly lay on my thighs or lean on my shoulder and he really teases me a lot and I think im really liking him but I hope this is just an infatuation. And also, black liked someone else and we know that because he always rant to us how he liked thag girl who's her former classmates but he cant confess because they're friends. So I know i never really have a chance but I dont know he's kinda giving sugnals to me or am I just assuming everything. I really need help, what should I do?

Sorry for my grammar guys, English isn't my first language hehe.

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Star Friends January 12, 2026 at 7:08 am 0 0