I think I have changed unfortunately

Frivolous and 'fun' stuff does not interest me. I fall asleep or lose interest after 30 minutes of watching any movie. I cannot sit through a movie. I find it cringe worthy to watch a superhero movie. I recently passed an exam. Today, I bought course material and started studying for my next 2 exams that I plan to take. One I plan to take in a few weeks. I do not enjoy shopping frivolous stuff that I do not need. I like to build and engineer stuff. I am planning on building something in my personal time.

Everybody is telling me to get a hobby other than studying. People want me to 'Touch Grass' and not study on Christmas. I have lost interest in 'fun' things in life. I love good people and good company. I will do anything for them. But, I cannot have the same level of 'fun' conversation with them. It gets boring.

The only blissful thing that I enjoy is - On Saturday 6 a.m. to 8 a.m. morning, I walk 13 km though the woods. I watch the different birds and if lucky I see some animals. I take my iPod and headphones with me on the walk sometimes.

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Suzzie Other August 22, 2026 at 8:31 pm 0 0