Strict ass parents

ISTG MY MOM'S PISSING MY THE FUCK OFF. She has bipolar 1 and I get it. I understand. I've dealt with it when I was 7,13 and recently 16. she doesn't know the impact of what she's doing to me. and she says that I don't have to be affected by people around me like she is but THE FUCK? NO YOU'RE NOT. you're affected by every GOD DAMN THING ON THIS PLANET. you look for everything and everyone else to blame but yourself, no wonder I'm like this. cause like mother, like daughter. SHE CHANGES EVERYTHING in the argument we had last night and somehow my parents say I'm gon fucking stop me from using social media? now my mom says that my FIRST REAL FRIENDS are actually js there for me because I'm going through something? what's wrong with you. THEN THEYRE GONNA LIMIT MY SLEEP A DAY JUST CAUSE I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING? I can't even sleep for 12 hours on a weekend without getting called lazy because I have chores to do and shit. I can't be tired and moody but they can. They don't know how I walk on eggshells around them but istg they can't do that to me cause I'm the kid. I can't even rant my emotions to my bf anymore cause they don't want me in a relationship. I'm just so tired of living and being here. they're saying I'm lucky and stuff but not knowing that this girl just killed herself because she was experiencing the same shit I was but she had bipolar 2.? my bf suspects me to have it but istg. I wish I do so I have a reason to fucking kill myself too cause I wanna prove my parents wrong when THEY say how I feel and I'm pro life.

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anonymous Home November 06, 2025 at 12:53 am 0 0