Life fundamentally unfair

I'm 36 years old. Im 193cm tall, always been fit ive never gad like beautiful looking attractive women do anything more then tease me so to them im the joke. I personally think that like even fairly normal looking giros with just a reasonably fit body seem to get everything they want in life i see it like they want a kid they get it with the guy they basically choose. I never get that i dont choose i get old women twoce my age offer themselves to me and legitimately expect me to put out. I go to gym im fit, tall i mean i dont get it i look around most guys are not as attractive as me. Yet im getting only bites from ordinary chicks and none putting out. I think fundamentally women are selfish and life is completely unfair i do resent women and for 35 years i didnt but after hitting 36 nothing changing how can i not? I see and have seen these women I desire reject me ignore me and I watch myself getting older my life slipping away how can i resoect people who didnt respect and want me? I am gaining money too which previously i couldn't do I'd get rejected for work but now I'm rapidly gaining savings. I personally am of the view its possible i will eventually gain wealth and maybe women will go for me due to that but how can I love them? Like because I know they didn't want or respect me? How can i not resent them? They have literally wired me to resent then against my will. Like i feel traumatised and its like part of me doesmt want a woman part thinks its a natural way to live. But im split. They did it. I dont really get like the way dating is from a mans point of view maybe not all men but me and im actually on the more attractive side so like fucks me actually how mid guys go or like its just an impossible reality men face. They are set up to fail. I don't understand really but i work with a girl shes very attractive she flirts eith me sits beside me i feel logically she likes me but I have met so many wicked women i don't trust them. The world is an evil place is all i know

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anonymous Relationships November 05, 2025 at 7:15 am 0 0