My second date with this guy as a 16 year old

I got there really really early but it was fine. He came up with a dozen roses in purple paper, it was worth it. Convo was fine at first. Not great but fine. We considered going back to my place to get uno but decided against it. So we just got chips and lemonade and sat in front of an Abraham Lincoln statue in the park and ate it. Then convo was perfect then. I think we were just nervous before. The sun was starting to set beautifully so we walked around the water a little and then sat on a secluded bench in front of the lake. He suggested skipping rocks which was cute but there were none. So he wrapped an arm around my instead and rubbed little circles on my shoulder. Then came the first kiss of the day, first two kisses actually. I got shy after and hid in his hoodie. I don't know why I do that after I get kissed by someone. It's embarrassing. He said he was going to give me one of his hoodies to keep, which will be amazing. I can't wait. He declared it cute how nervous I got and then gently brought up "practicing" since I've never had a kiss longer than a peck and we were pretty alone. So we kissed a real kiss and it was okay. Not bad at all. Just... wet. It makes it sound unpleasant but that's genuinely what it felt like. When he did it again and he got his tongue involved, since he loves that, then it was weird. Not bad weird, but wow. That was a lot. I got really hot between the legs though. Like not damp, but really warm and tingly. Anyway, he said it wasn't a bad kiss so I was kinda proud. Instinct did end up taking over a little. Plus he tilted my chin up to kiss me which was cute. Afterwards he asked me to rate it and I said a 9 or 10. Really it was like a 6,7. SIX SEVENNN! I think I just need to get used to it. He took a lot of pictures of me, which is slightly embarrassing but whatever. He kept saying how pretty I was. Cue the stomach drop. Even more so when we got on the S train and I just leaned on his shoulder and curled up into him like a cat. Or on the C platform when he rubbed little circles into my waist as we waited. I admitted how nervous that made me which he found cute. Obviously. And then we kissed again. A short one thank God. And it was dry! Ten out of ten for real this time. I love how it wasn't awkward when we didn't talk on the C. Like, thank you for not forcing conversation. He hugged me before he got out and gave me one more kiss. In public. I kept grinning on the way home and played "rhythm of love" and "nonsense." Because I have a playlist for these sorts of occasions, obviously. My flowers are right next to me. Dramatic sigh of love and devotion. Is it weird that I'm already thinking about how we're going to different colleges? Like, ouch. He's going all the way upstate. I miss him and it's a year away. But I need to enjoy whatever this magic is right now. Although he did invite me to his graduation. And to jump out a plane with him once I'm 18 too. I wonder if I can see him again Friday...

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Aura Dating November 05, 2025 at 10:37 pm 0 0