Im so tired of worrying about everything and being sad that im such a failure. Everytime I think about my future i start spiraling, thinking of how everyone is way better than me and how im not deserving of anything. People around me are 10x more brilliant and perfect than i will ever be. I keep failing at everything that i try and can never compete. Why must i act like everything is fine, why must i act happy all the time, why must i deal with things that just drain me instead of what I actually like.
Everyone expects you to be okay with everything and be happy when others suceed but you fail. I know it is self-centered but why cant i just cry about it, why cant i say lets not talk about it, or worse why cant i get anything. Everything seems to flow smoothly for those around me, getting everything they want, but im just stuck here as a failure. Im so sick of everything.
anonymousOther October 06, 2025 at 9:35 am10
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