so tired already

my family's financial situation right now stresses me and makes me feel tired with everything. its affecting me and my 2 younger siblings, and my parents don't even notice it. I'm pissed and mad at them for making us feel like it's our fault we're struggling financially right now. I'm now in 1st year of college, and I'm not even doing well at school because everything just feels stupid, no sense, irritating, tiring, and every negative word I can think of. I'm missing my friends from my previous school, and I don't know how to do well in school because I am distracted by everything. We're having a nursing week this October, and I'm planning on not attending the nursing night. It requires us to buy clothes for the theme, and I'm not joining because I want my parents, especially my dad, to feel guilty. Even with food, all we eat every night for dinner is eggs. I just wish our lives could go back to the past, where we could eat and buy what we want. I'm so fucking tired with everything.

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ishi Other October 01, 2025 at 6:24 am 0 0