my "parents" murdered my spirit

i fucking hate my "parents" so much, it all started very early already, the shouting, the criticism, the insults, the beatings and all of that over very trivial shit

>school ended early and you want to hang out with your friends that are waiting outside for you? shut up and go to your room and do your homework, until your friends get bored and leave

>you said something i dont like? time to give you a lecture, criticize you, insult you, shout at you or beat you, depending on my current mood! that way you also learn to never socialise properly, THE FUCK YOU NEED A SOCIAL LIFE FOR ANYWAY?!?!?

>you dont want to drink alcohol as a minor? youre not a "real man"

>you dont want to come with me to the swimming pool? youre a ****?

>stick your hand into that spider infested hole and get that screw out! im your "father", do it! oh i wont do it, because i am a **** coward and only want to see how obidient you are and how much abuse you will take

>i lost the damn batterries and instead of buying new ones, YOU WILL START SEARCHING FOR THEM, WHILE I SHOUT AT YOU LIKE THE DEMON FROM HELL I AM!

>dont want to eat? thats fine, ill just stand here and hit you in the face until you do

>you cried at school? dont worry, just you wait until "dad" comes home and you will be whipped like a 17th century slave with a belt, until you have marks on your back for the rest of your life

>you want take a shower more than once a week because you dont want to stink at school? ill shout and insult you like the stupid cunt i am

>you need my help? are you also going to ask me for help when you get older? go figure it out yourself!

>you want 10$ to hang out with your friends? just let me give you a lecture and insult you, while your friends wait for you outside

>you decided to do well in school after all the shit we put you trough since your childhood? looks like your life is too easy, its time we criticize and insult you even more until you get nosebleedings in the morning from all the psychological stress!



I FUCKING HATE THEM SO MUCH!
IVE BEEN DEPRESSED FOR SO MANY YEARS AND ITS NEVER GOING TO GET BETTER!
I AM TRAPPED IN THIS GAYASS BS LIFE WITH NO WAY OUT!
ANOTHER YEAR OF DEPRESSION AND EXHAUSTION!
MY CONFIDENCE WAS DESTROYED IN MY CHILDHOOD!
THEY ARE NOT MY "PARENTS"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THEY >MURDERED< MY SPIRIT!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MY LIFE AND WANT TO BEAT BOTH OF THEM INTO A PULP!
MY LIFE IS LITERALLY JUST GOING TO WORK AND PAYING TAXES, WTF?!?!?
FUCK ALL THIS SHIT, I HATE MY LIFE!
MY SOCIAL LIFE IS RUINED! MY LOVE LIFE IS RUINED! MY CARREER CHANCES ARE RUINED!
MY ENTIRE FUTURE IS RUINED!
FUCK THESE STUPID MOTHERFUCKING SPIRIT MURDERERS!

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FUCK THESE PEOPLE Other August 10, 2025 at 2:19 pm 0 0