My “bf”

Idk what to do. I’m so deeply attached to this man and I’ve put my all into him, so it’s much harder letting go. He has done countless terrible things to me to break trust and hurt my feelings. Whenever I show signs of being hurt about them he says, “let it go” or “it’s been a year get over it”. Even though HE hurt me. He’s called me his exes name, texted his ex while we were together, told me things about what they did that I never needed to know, “had” a prn addiction, would block me if I didn’t satisfy him when it was convenient for him, blocked me when my grandmother passed away, liked pictures of women in bikinis on insta, etc. i was in a really bad mental spot when we got together, so that explains why i let most of this slide ig. It’s been about 4-5 months since all of this has happened and he has changed it seems. But I just am so anxious and worried all the time he’s just hiding it better. He got a new job and started going to the gym frequently, so his lifestyle is healthier. He also talks to me all the time and lathers me in love. I’m just so deeply traumatized by what he did I wish I could get over it and move on like he wants me to. It’s just painful.

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M Dating March 29, 2025 at 12:15 pm 0 0