I have become more trash than a man.

So for the past three years I have become quite the player. To preface, I was in a decade long relationship that I had a child in and moved across the country blah, got cheated on, blah. So now I literally just do whatever I feel like doing and I often feel zero remorse for others, even when I do hurt their feelings. Has my past hardships turned me into a sociopath? I used to feel so much empathy towards others and now I really don't give one single fuck. I want love, and I don't want to be alone forever as I want one more child. I'm already 30 years old though, what is the point of settling down again? What's wrong with just staying alone? I have so much just swirling about in my mind I don't know what to do with myself. I feel like I'm losing sight at my true needs as a person. What are my goals? I just want to find someone who'll make me the soft version of me again. But why waste my time if it's just going to turn to shit again and I'll be back to square one.

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anonymous Dating March 31, 2025 at 4:25 pm 0 0