Me and my fucking weight.

I absolutely fucking hate myself. I hate everyone around me because they make me feel insecure, I take one good look at someone and i already feel bad about myself. I wanted to loose some weight and it worked, then i got labeled with an ED and spiraled my way from anorexia to bulimia. Not only did i gain all that weight back, i gained an extra 10 kilos. I'm so ugly that if i would let myself, i would hang myself in the woods so no one gets the inconvenience of veiwing my face. God made everyone pretty and he made me an ugly inbred retard that crawler it's way into the earth. I wish my dad had died before he even got the chance to have kids so he would've never had me, now all i do is eat, sleep on the floor despite having a bed, not shower, Sh, and cry every night About what my life could be. I've attempted so many times but i can't bring myself to do it. There Is absolutely no point in living and I hate whoever brought me into the shithole of a world. My grades are bad, I'm ugly, I have no friends, I get bullied, MY OWN SIBLINGS HATE ME. I WANT TO DIE.

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anonymous Body April 17, 2025 at 6:38 pm 0 1