Liz

Ok so basically I’ve had this friend Liz for about 3 years and we’ve been been through multiple episodes of mental shit and even last year I had reported myself to the school counselor that I was doing SH hoping they would tell my parents but instead had called CPS anyway back to Liz today I felt it had be appropriate to tell Liz and another one of my friends Emi the thoughts were getting bad again (im only a bit over a month clean so it’s hard to stay like that and it happens often but I have been very bad October-November) and Emi had posted in our GC a small GRWM vid and I watched it texting back oh you actually brush your teeth heh I haven’t done that in over a month…or shower which Liz replied that I was gross and that she didn’t want to sit next to me at lunch anymore so the whole day I’ve been having on and off thoughts of SH and thinking im never gonna make it through I’ve blocked her as well which really hurt but I kinda just…need a break? I guess she tried to defend it with saying it’s not her fault and her dad has OCD and stuff which yeah ok but also SHE HAD BEEN DOING THE EXACT SAME FUCKING THING A COUPLE MONTHS AGO AND I HELPED HER THROUGH IT I NEVER CALLED HER DISGUSTING AND GAVE HER TIME AND PATIENCE BUT WHAT DO I GET IN RETURN? SHIT HITTING THE FAN AS USUAL

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Elijah School November 08, 2025 at 11:30 pm 0 0