In my feels

This past 2 weeks I've been helping someone whose on suicide watch. Coordinating help, making sure they've got someone with them at all times, even went to ED with them and sat with them in crisis. Tonight I drove 45 mins to be there for them and I was there for a few hours. Called my partner on the way home and he wouldn't even delay going to bed for 20 mins so he could help bring stuff up the 8 flights of stairs to our apartment. This is after I helped my partner organise some of his stuff today because he has bad time management and doesn't disconnect from work EVER and this mess in HIS room was stressing HIM out (we have our own rooms so it's not my mess). I know I've been a bit more distant lately due to the extra stress on my plate but he also hasn't once asked me how I actually am coping with all this despite the fact I check in with him everyday and listen his work Problems. I know he doesn't have to and he didn't need to stay up and wait for me tonight but it crushed me that he didn't.

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anonymous Dating February 24, 2025 at 11:19 am 1 0