I feel so useless and guilty. I don't think I'm going to be able to ride the bus to competition this Saturday because I have been really really car sick lately and being on a bus just makes that worse. And I don't want my team to think I'm entitled or too good to ride the bus with them. I really want to but I just can't i have extreme emetophobia and if I start feeling sick and can't stop or slow down or anything I'm just going to get so sick that I can't preform. I'm worried their going to think I'm stuck up but I'm not and I hate that I'm going to have to ride up with my parents. Like I'm going to get there at the same time they do I'm going to be ready I'll help with props I stay late after practice to clean up. I just can't ride the bus I can't do it. I've been in and out of hospitals and to a million different doctors because it's not just the car sickness I've been sick all year and honestly for a few years now. And the whole year I haven't been able to ride busses to parades or football games or band competitions and I just feel so guilty like I'm disappointing everyone and I wish I could be on the bus with everyone else I just can't.
anonymousSports February 24, 2025 at 1:40 pm00
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