im not the favorite child

i hate life so much. my mom treats my brother like he's two and can't do anything for himself even though he is four years older than me. he can't do shit, and he's obese. i am just a few pounds over the recommended weight for my age, yet my mom calls me round and fat while my brother, who is over 200 pounds (in fat, not muscle, he's not a fucking quarterback or something) and a teen, gets no insults or comments about his weight because towards him, it's fat shaming, and i know you're not supposed to comment on people's weight, blah blah blah, but it's getting infuriating how it's all targeted towards me. she's just 'looking out for me and my health'. i know im not the favorite child and i don't know why because i try my best for everything. my brother has all d's and f's, plus the occasional c, while i'm a straight a student who gets ridiculed by mom whenever i get a b on a test instead of an a. life sucks, and i've considered running away or suicide multiple times.

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anonymous Home December 20, 2024 at 8:59 pm 0 0