im a litera nobody

literally it fucking sucks to be an adtul trying to make friends so many times i try but peopoe seem to turn me down or they just dont want to doscuss anything like a normal person would

i keep trying but keep getting socially excluded from discussions or theres no chance to do it cause

then they say go online go outside but where and how?

im so tired fo existing as a person as i have barely been treated like a person since i was little

idk what i keep doing wrong, its like for others it seems so easy for them to socialise and for them to maintain froendships but for me its really mf difficult. im supposed to just converse with myself then in my own head?

whats the point of existing if people dont approach you or have ignored you in the past? or dont even try to have the same interests as you so you have to keep switching interests just to get someone to discuss something with you

honestly heaven is a better place to go than earth.

i hate society. i hate how bigotted people have become just bc they want thiings their way all the time

so people dont like paragraphs anymore is it really that mf difficult for someone just to make a bit of effort to read paragraphs?

i give up. so many times i try and try and i just end up feeling defeated

one day i really will get to say goodbye to this world and i wont regret offing myself or dying early cause no one fucking seems to care if im here or not

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no one Other March 28, 2024 at 1:50 pm 1 0