Dear Younger Generation do not make my mistake

Do not grow up with dreams of finding True Love and a wonderful woman that will ruin your life because it does not exist. I grew up to morals and values that have to do with Family and wanted so much to be the kind of man a woman could be proud to call her boyfriend/husband I guess I did something wrong. Was it the fact that I've never cheated on a woman or is it the fact that I never raised my hand to a woman. Maybe it was the fact that I wanted to be the best Father I could be and that is not what this generation wants. What is even more funny is I have always had women tell me if one man cheats all men are capable of doing so...and yet here i am after 46 years and I have never cheated on a woman In my life. I know I'm going to die alone and it scares me more than anything but sadly their is nothing I can do about it Love...marriage it means nothing to the world outside now just a word that can be walked on and abused as if it's all a game to people when its not. I was told if I want to be with a woman so much I should go looking for someone looking for a one night stand....is that Love now to sleep with a woman and leave the next day only to find another one and do it the next night.....how the hell did I wake up in this nightmare of an America people are so proud of where Love does not mean shit to anyone anymore. I was raised to respect women the same women that have countless times over and over again in my 46 years of being alive and I even got to where I started to wonder if it was my faith in god that makes me invisible the one thing that i find strength in to keep going and now I am starting to wonder if it is what is destroying my chances at finding a wonderful woman. I don't know what I did to deserve all of this pain but i guess I do deserve it for standing true to my heart and not my body party I am starting to get to where when i cough alot half of my body goes numb makes me wonder if its a seizure or maybe even a Blood clot. I doubt I'll go see a doctor if fate is trying to save me from this world who am I to argue with that after all women say good men don't exist so what is the point to all of this.

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steve Relationships April 28, 2024 at 8:16 am 0 0