idk what to do

honestly i am so fed up with my "friends" i feel like they are fake like when i was crying i said i feel like i am a second choice to everyone then when i calmed down they said you're such a baby you THOUGHT you were left out like i didn't think i was i knew it and they are accually so rude and they pass it off a jokes i feel like i am just a filler to just be rude to and say whatever they want to they make me insecure and when i had a crush they literally told him when i never wanted him to know and i finaly told him myself and he said no and i was fine with that like he has his own opinion but then my friend kept on insisting he liked me and gave me hope but then when things died down and we started talking again they kept on saying it and when he asked them if i like him still they said YES but i didn't anymore i had moved on then his friends found out and were spreading rumors. now i have another crush but i am too scared to tell them because i feel like it will be the same again so i only told my close friends that i really trust to not tell them or him and its like "If YoU'Re fRiEnDs WiTh A bOy YoU aRe DaTinG" and that really makes me angry like can opposite genders be friends and like that whole thing ended my friendship with a guy in my class and they called me a pick me like okay i was one a long time ago and i cringe but now i am not like stop it accually hurts me and i think i might have depression because of them

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anonymous Friends March 15, 2025 at 6:34 pm 0 0