I'm not crazy

I can't with religious boneheads anymore specifically my grandmother. She's praying for me like if I'm possessed by the Devil or a demon after I had a mental breakdown. She's only fucking religious because she knows she's gonna kick the bucket in a few years. Watching all those religious bitches isn't going to help get you into heaven after you abuse and tried to kill your granddaughter (ME). I haven't been diagnosed with anything yet but I know something is wrong with me. Whatever I have it's getting worse because of my grandmother being a washed up religious slut and my mother being a bitch who can't wear a condom for fucksake. My siblings (5) need to go to hell if it's real. I hate my fucking life it's nothing but God will save you and Jesus loves you. Did Jesus care to save me when I was SA'ED?!? Or being bullied to the point of wanting to kill myself Or when I was in an abusive relationship with my ex?!? What God lets these horrible things happen to there creation. I'm atheist for some of those reasons I listed and NO I don't disrespect other religions, tbh you can do whatever the fuck you want as long as you're not pushing your religious shit onto me. They call me insane and unstable because i have panic attacks or it's the Devil within me because I'm showing signs of mental illness. It's not like I can walk out of this fucking 2 bedroom apartment we HAVE FOR YEARS BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO GET A FUCKING HOUSE. I'M SLEEPING ON A MATTRESS ON THE FLOOR WHILE MY PARENTS HAVE KING SIZED BEDS. IF MY FATHER WAS STILL ALIVE HE WOULD FUCKING FREAK AT THR LIVING CONDITIONS I'M DEALING WITH. I need a house with my own bed....a loving family and money just fucking money....

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Jecka Religion June 20, 2025 at 7:52 am 0 0