I HATE SITUATIONSHIPS.

I hate how we only ever talked twice yet I somehow can't get over them. ITS BEEN 4 MONTHS. I can't let go for some reason. It hurts because all my friends are annoyed of me since I keep talking about him, but I'm more annoyed because I cannot get over this half decent tall guy, This situation isn't going anywhere and its so dang heart breaking because we were almost something. I beat myself up because if I had just talked to him we probably would have dated by now. My friends all tell me to stop waiting for him like a fool but when he looks at me with those big dark brown eyes, all the feeling kept rushing back into my head. This isn't okay dude. I've bought this upon myself and its my fault but he didn't even talk to me either so why am I still waiting for this guy who didn't even make an effort either. Yet I keep waiting and making myself look like a fool. I hate this and I want to just drown myself into a river. (this is JUST a joke don't take that seriously.) I just want to know what he thinks of me. I want to move on but I see him every single day. This hurts so bad dude. Anyway I think I'm going to start to over on from him. Wish me luck because im going to need every ounce of it. :)

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anonymous Crushes March 15, 2025 at 3:25 am 1 0