I hate drugs.

My whole life I’ve known that my dad was your classic case of an abusive parent. He drank and smoke every weekend with his friends and it wasn’t a secret that he did drugs. The drugs only made things worse and any action my dad would normally do would be “heightened” thanks to the drugs.

My brother has an old friend he’s known since they were kids. His friend’s dad got deported recently. I don’t know the details, but apparently it got out that he had been selling a shit ton of drugs to people for decades now. The “secret” was that my dad was one of his clients. That’s why brother and his son were allowed to always play together whenever they wanted. Because our dad and his dad were meeting up for drugs and even doing some together while the boys played together.

I know a lot of people are against deportations especially right now and while I was on the side of that, for THIS SPECIFIC instance, I can’t help but not care of this man. My dad is someone who I can’t forgive for what he’s done.
But I also can’t forgive my brother’s friend’s dad for also supplying my dad with drugs. My dad’s abusive behavior was already trouble enough for us, but i remember growing up and constantly seeing everyone fight and scream over his drug usage. That shit really tore us apart.

My dad fucked us over for what he did alone.
But the drugs really made shit worse and now that I know it was my brother’s friend’s dad who kept supplying, I just don’t feel bad for him.
Fuck him.

My mom used to cry in front of him (bro’s friend’s dad) when he would come over to see my dad. He would see how those drugs were fucking up our family and he just kept coming over with a smile on his face, knowing damn well he was contributing to the chaos.

I don’t feel bad for his dad. Fuck his dad. It’s the same way I’m not forgiving my dad for the things he’s done to everyone / his own kids and I’m not forgiving my brother’s friends dad. Fuck him.
I don’t feel bad for him at all.
Fuck that guys dad and fuck drugs. I hate what it does to people.

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anonymous Other January 12, 2026 at 3:14 am 0 0