Okay so on Monday we had interviews for what position we had applied for in this club known as fbla. I won’t really explain it bc it’s not important to the story but on that day I was feeling confident that I would get the position that I wanted, President. I thought I did well speaking that I was the second most active in the club(1st being the old president who went to college), I was the only freshman officer last year for most of the time before another joined, I recruited members, was a committee head, went to every meeting but 1 which I was sick for, did operation turkey, went to a fall conference, was an officer last year and did my job well. I was a reporter. I applied for historian but I was a freshman at the time so It didn’t really bother me since I had a position. I even signed up to be in the administers class because he said he wanted the president to be in his class. The only thing I really could have done better was place for this competition but I took it lightly. One of the people I recruited ended up going for the position of president as well but I assumed the administer would realize I was the better choice speaking that the other person had only one real thing going for him was that he placed 1st in that competition. Other than that he wasn’t an officer and didn’t do any of the things I mentioned up there. Keep in mind this person is also the Vice President of the SCA or SGA for some of you. He’s also in like 5 other clubs so I didn’t think he would get the position and I didn’t sweat it. Well apparently I was wrong. He some how got the position and m what did I get. Co-Vice President. Not even the Vice President but I had to share the scarps with another person. A person who probably didn’t even go to the meetings. I was in shock. I was in rage. I was fucking pissed. All the work I put in was for nothing just to be spit back in my face and it’s not just the administer I was mad at. I’m also kinda pissed at my friend. So he’s known that I was gonna run for fbla President since last year and I know he remembered because he assumed I was running for president before I even answered his question. So the person who only had one thing, getting first and going to nations but losing (which is still a really good accomplishment) won compared to the person who did everything but one thing. It was complete bullshit. I had felt cheated and backstabbed by my own friend. VP of SCA wasn’t enough him. He had to take what I wanted. And the fact that the administer couldnt see past that all his clubs would make FBLA not a priority pissed me off. I feel like I deserve that spot and I don’t even wanna be apart of the club anymore if I’m gonna do so much and get bupkis back but I have to because I can’t be a quit. I don’t know how I’m gonna get past this with still being friends with him. I still like him but I’m so angry that I feel like I got cheated. If I lost to someone who had that same experiences in the club as I did then fine but the fact that I got put to the side for someone who did way less is what annoys me.
Anonymous School September 11, 2019 at 8:27 pm12