I m DONE giving older men a chance

ever since I was 14 I attracted only older men, men who are 20+ years older. I sadly forced myself into sexual relationships with grandpas because I never attract men my age. I just really wanted a boyfriend like my friends but none of the boys my age want me so I let older men use and abuse me ever since I was 14. My first "bf" was 27 and I was 14. I'm 20 now and decided I'm oficially done dating older men. Every old man I've been with has tried to rush and force sex, marriage, and babies on me. I don't want none of those things. I feel like I was robbed of my childhood tbh. I want to be young and have fun like a kid. I want to actually go on dates and spend time having fun with a man my age or younger (18 minimum ofc). I want to be with a man my age or younger who'll take his time with me and wait instead of pressuring me to marry and have babies because he's old and don't have much time to wait. I've messed with so many old guys and yet never been on an actual date before. i can't remember the last time a man bought me a gift. I've had 2 miscarriages in my life and I'm glad I did, both of them were signs it's time to LEAVE and stop dating older men. I just dumped my current bf who's 53, and put my phone on airplane mode. I'm still sad men my age don't want me but I'm excited to be alone. I really don't want to have sex or be touched by another man for a very long time.

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anonymous Relationships April 25, 2024 at 5:45 pm 0 0