I FUCKING HATE MY SUFFOCATING LIFE

I’m stuck , im absolutely stuck. The deeper im in this the more i spiral and hurt myself. God i fucking love being forgiving. I fucking love not having any self respect. Leave, but then Id hate to see them with anyone else. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I’m not a person anymore , but they’re always miserable. Their being a person IS being miserable, so what does it take away from them? its their fucking personality. Ever since I decided im in too deep to ever leave, I couldnt recognize myself since. all my ambitions, and the things that used to make me happy, all the people who used to make me happy just disappeared into thin air. I sacrifice so much of my energy just to calm their fucking tantrums. I sacrifice my comfort for their comfort. What am I doing? Are they aware people have their own lifes? Im so sick of the questions, Im so sick of it all. Why are they even asking me in the first place, a normal fucking person wouldnt be bothering me about this. multiple texts, spam calls asking what im doing who im talking to.. being policed about who i should avoid talking to, yet when i want them to do the same they disregard it? They know how much it fucking upsets me, i dont CARE if you see her as a sister and she sees you as a brother, you guys are fucking disgusting. Is it so hard not to touch her like that? is it? Is it so hard to do what I asked you, Im so fucking nice when i ask those of you ESPECIALLY compared to how you lash out at me for not getting your way. You didnt need to go that fucking far. Im on my last wits, my last straw, oohhmymggod.. you can just do whatever!!! half of the shit you come at me for arent things to be made out as problems so much so that its life or death!! how do you think i feel when you treat me like that? fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off If you like her so much if you guys are so similar you can go suck a dick go date her then not like she’ll miss you after she inevitably breaks up cause she didnt miss her ex and used her other ex as another rebound, you think youd be any different to her? both of you die die die die die

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anonymous Relationships September 01, 2026 at 10:20 am 0 0