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haunting lonliness

haunting lonliness

i dont even know what to do about it anymore. i have friends, i have a girlfriend, but im still so so lonely. i spend most of my time alone in my room waiting for someone to text me. waiting for someone to respond to me. the feeling is nauseating, i just dont understand why i feel like this. i feel like no one wants me around. i feel like its only a matter of time until everyone cuts me out of their lives. i spend my time scrolling on social media watching everyone i grew up with having fun while i rot in my room. i wonder if they even know. if they even think about me anymore. i want to be known deeply. but no matter who i form relationships with there is always some disconnection. im always an afterthought. i cant do it anymore.
anonymous Friends July 23, 2023 at 1:51 am 0
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Have you considered that you're putting yourself in that corner and speaking negativity into your life. Likely being on social media a lot gives you fomo when all you have to do is go do things yourself not watch others online and wonder.
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