family truama

"The perfect daughter", that's how my parents always saw me perfect..until I came out as bisexual. my parents always told me how great of a daughter I am and that I'll meet someone special or something like that..I realized that I was also nonbinary recently I trusted no one with my feelings because I know that they will also victimize me, I also have very little friends and the ones I do have pretend to understand..but I see behind their fake smiles they're clearly pretending, I wish I had the social skills to make real friends but teachers, parents, other people keep putting expectations on me like its nothing. Do they not know what it is like to be hurt to have trauma..to experience emotional turmoil, everyday its all the same,"you're going to have fun in high school". they all say honestly there is no better way to describe high school its or my life its an inevitable turmoil that I can only pretend to enjoy. just like parents when they pretend my sexual and gender orientation doesn't exist.

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Ash Relationships July 15, 2026 at 12:17 am 1 1