If i had a gun i would be dead, and I think of that every day.
im happy with my family, friends, school and myself, but still i have this felling of not existing, and is not because im depressive and hate myself or hate my life, is because I just don't fell like living is worth.
I don't believe in god or heaven or hell and I know that when I die I will no longer be conscious and none of this will exist.
Yes, i can find love and have happy moment with people that I really love, but for me it is just not worth it.
even if I had all the money in the world, I wouldn't fell happy.
The thing is I don't wanna kill myself, I want to be dead and rest.
EnieOther October 02, 2025 at 4:57 pm00
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