Crush??

I'm writing this here because i really need this off my chest i think i have feelings for my best friend and her boyfriend but i fear that if i say anything I'll realize i just wanted to be in a relationship like theres and break her heart I've never considered being poly myself and the problem is at the moment she's stated she doesn't really wish to be in a poly relationship and I've never been in one i don't wanna say something and end our friendship but i also feel like with our recent drama i should i feel guilty for not saying anything because i promised her that i would say something if something like this were to happen BECAUSE of the drama thats been going on on top of that I'm not even sure if what I'm feeling is real because I've never felt this deeply about someone before they make me so happy and if i were to lose them I'd be devastated.. i don't know if I'll ever see your guy's advice but I'd really appreciate it if i do I'm really struggling with my thoughts right now and id they ever see this I'm sorry i couldn't say this in person I'm not as strong as i think i am..

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anonymous Crushes February 17, 2026 at 12:04 am 0 0